When I first started this blog site, I was in a totally different place with myself. How I went from the top to the bottom like the speed of lighting was questionable yet understandable. From the moment I felt myself start drifting, I began to wonder, "How did this happen? I was doing so good!." At the time, I didn't get where I had went wrong, until I opened my pretty brown eyes....Life happened! It happens everyday & will never stop until the Big guy upstairs says its time to go, train is leaving CHOO CHOO!!
Though i've fallen too many times to count, this time is a little different than the others. You see, I have finally realized that I can only be me. The person GOD created me to be. There is no mold that someone else has created that will ever fit who I am. In the time that ive taken out, ive found something that was always there but I never truly utilized....Writing! I can sing & dance which makes me forget about the world around me but when I write, I see more & more of who I truly am...Ive created another world that I can just be me in & in time I will morph to the other side with you "Normal" people. Just kidding but you get me :) So this is my voice outside of my little blue book & now I would love to share a little something I wrote....
"He has been the creator of all my hopes & dreams, yet somehow my flesh fails & my thouoghts intervene.
I ask....Who am I to question, whats wrong or right??? It always ends the same, in a selfless fight.
So I think....Ephiphany after Epiphany & my mind still draws a blank."
Although this is only a little piece, it has a meaning that is honest.
GOD is good today, tomorrow & forever.... :)!
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